I consider myself as a tired nerd in this period(Find job to live,find work to practice my skills,driver license,rent a room to sleep,university issues..).
To me , there are too many things to deal with and I still can get no relief now.
One thing one time might be my perfect solution in mind now because I really want to focus on something constantly and completely and couldn't do that.
It was not some big deal 3 years ago,when I was a high school boy just got access to go to the best design academy in China.Everything was fresh,everyone was so nice to meet.
But water never flow back to the top of mountain,man should move forward and face challenges,YOU just couldn't blame someone else for that ,life is some sort of thing like this,BEAUTIFUL MEMORY WOULD LIKE TO STAY AWAY FROM REALITY .Things gonna to be beauty to remember when you are free and relax .
So,I will just get new shit done and keep walking on my road,soon or later,there will be a clean room for my art and my mind.